A half hour after waking up today the hallucinations intensified again. I spent all day sleeping, trying to get away from the hallucinations. I'm very close to needing to be hospitalized, but I'm fighting hard to stay out. Despite all the sleep I got today I still feel drained. The hallucinations are constant when I am awake.  I can't ignore them because of how strong they are. All I can do is continually tell myself they aren't real. It takes all my strength to not hide in a corner. I have to remind myself over and over that it's not real and I am in no danger.