Anxiety Day 2

Another rough day. I only left my house to do a load of laundry at the laundry facility my apartment complex has. On my way out I saw a glimpse of a demon. It may have just been a shadow, at least that is what I am telling myself so that my anxiety does not worsen. My house is all locked up for the night, but I am scared still. Right now I am scared of the demons, seeing something that isn't there. Hearing something that isn't there. It's terrifying. I want to be able to relax in my own home, instead I am tense, anxious, and scared. It stinks. The demons are terrifying. I have had hallucinations of them killing my children. They tell me I am worthless, miserable, that I should kill myself. I'll argue with them, tell them I am a good Mom, but they argue back and bring up all my faults. It is very, very difficult when I am hallucinating. You can see why I am terrified of them. I am working with my therapist to help me learn to cope. It's difficult, but I am confident I can overcome this.